Jiah Khan, Bollywood actress blamed her boyfriend for
ruining her life. He cheated on her and forced her to commit an abortion and
that was why she committed suicide. Read more
At her residence in Mumbai, India, Khan hanged herself in
her bedroom on Sunday June 2 when her mother and sister were not at home.
Some days later, Khan’s mother found a six-page suicide
letter written by her daughter which has been released to the police and the
press.
This is her suicidal letter
'I don't know how to say this to you but I might as well now
as I have nothing to lose. I've already lost everything. If you're reading this
I might have already left or about to leave. I am broken inside. You may not
have known this but you affected me deeply to a point where I lost myself in
loving you. Yet you tortured me every day.
These days I see no light I wake up not wanting to wake up.
There was a time I saw my life with you, a future with you. But you shattered
my dreams. I feel dead inside. I've never given so much of myself to someone or
cared so much. You returned my love with cheating and lies.
It didn't matter how many gifts I gave you or how beautiful
I looked for you. I was scared of getting pregnant but I gave myself
completely.
When I first met you I was driven, ambitious and
disciplined. Then I fell for you, a love I thought would bring out the best in
me. I don't know why destiny brought us together.
After all the pain, the rape, the abuse, the torture I have
seen previously I didn't deserve this. I didn't see any love or commitment from
you. I just became increasingly scared that you would hurt me mentally or
physically.
Your life was about partying and women. Mine was you and my
work. If I stay here I will crave you and miss you.
So, I am kissing my 10-year career and dreams goodbye. I
never went with anyone else. I am a loyal person. No other woman will give you
as much as I did or love you as much as I did. I can write that in my blood...
You never even met my sister. I bought your sister
presents... You never appreciated my love, kicked me in the face... The Goa
trip was my birthday present but even after you cheated I still spent on you.
I aborted our baby when it hurt me deeply... I wish you had
loved me like I loved you... I leave this place with nothing but broken dreams
and empty promises. All I want now is to go to sleep and never wake up again...'
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